14 May 2005

Here's Something I Don't Talk About Ever

well, kids, its roughly midnight between mays 14 and 15. and, kids, we all know being up late without company can get you kinda down. it does me anyway. so im gunna just say a couple of things and you can guess how im feeling. and though i appreciate the "aw i love you" comments, if you can think of something more unique, do. here:

1) the dancing at parties kind of dancing is not something i do.
2) today i wanted to be good but ate several servings of cheetos instead.
3) when i had bronchitis i lost six pounds and gained it back within a month.
4) in my recent effort to slim down, ive gained seven pounds.

heres something else:

1) i miss my hair.
2) it won't be that long again for about five years.
3) i dont have the effort to straighten it every other day.
4) ps: if ive recently said to you jokingly GOD I DID IT JUST FOR YOU, remember that many a truth is said in jest.

one more thing:

mean what you say.

10 comments:

Eileen said...

shit happens
your hair looks good
you should re-dye it though
it will get better
not everyone was dancing
p.s.
just because I happen to be the lord of the dance doesn't mean you have to live up, it's okay.

Mrs.McSpoone said...

dont know what to say. were drifting apart and it needs to stop. I like the short hair but not the pink glasses. and same thought as eileen a redye is in need.

Synapse said...

baby, I love your hair the way it is. Re-dye would be cool if you want that, but again, I adore you with short hair. And I'm not a fan of dancing myself. I'm going to attack you and only you one of these days soon.

Johnny Gall said...

wow
that sucks
a lot
sorry.

I'm sure your hair will be the way you like it before long
to tell you the truth, I like it short, but fuck that
I'm not going to tell you what to do with your own hair.
it'll be long again before too long.
a re-dye would be kind of nice.

fuck the weight
it doesn't matter how skinny you are
if anyone does care, then that person is a jackass and you shouldn't care what they think.
weight doesn't matter, everyone ends up being miserable anyway
DAMN IT I'M DEPRESSING!

and, because I don't like people telling me what to do,
I'm ending this by sayinf

awwwww, I love you

Anonymous said...

Isn’t it weird that the one time out of like a trillion entries you make, this is the one I comment on? I never go to your blogger (nothing personal, I just don’t get online a lot). But I was reading you profile in hopes that your show info was up. It was. But I click on 'hearty'. And you very sad entry popped up.

I’m sorry you don’t like your hair. I love it, but I know how much you liked it long. But think of it this way...if you had not cut your hair you would have wanted to cut it, and now that you know you prefer it better the long way, you can grow it out again. It’s like when I tried having bangs, I now know I’m not a bangs girl. And I’m happy I took the chance to have them or else I would still want them. But in my mean time, it’s HOT.

The weight thing, come on babe. Your gorgeous, don’t worry about it.

((I spell checked this just for you!))

We both need a little lakeshore. Call me. I love you soooooo very very much!!!

Anonymous said...

((by the way)) the anonymous comment(s) was ME!! KRISTEN!!

Johnny Gall said...

holy shit, I just remembered who Kristen is, and now I'm happy

Anonymous said...

Heya babe.

you are adorable. it doesn't matter if you gained a few pounds. big deal. and your hair is cute and will grow back sooner than you think. i shall hafta apear at novus at some point soon. i love you mucho much.

Eileen said...

only fruits and nuts for ten days isn't healthy.

Anonymous said...

Sara, you're smart enough to know that weight varies and hair grows back. And don't do that fruit and nuts thing, that doesn't sound very exciting. Or healthy. But moreover, if you're anything like me you'll last eight hours then see chocolate cake and be so starved for food you binge. Only, I never actually start dieting anyway, I just eat unhealthily. Do the French way instead - eat what you want in moderation! Do the Oprah thing - three bites is enough. I couldn't do it, but I'll cheer you on if you want to(o).

Your hair does look absolutely stunning, and Annie agrees with me, but I know that's no consolation if you miss your hair, so you must be patient. Think of it like... a Zen thing (OoooOOOm). But I'm serious, I adore your hair. And you don't need to straighten it either, dude, it looks fine natural.

As far as dancing goes... Um... How often does that come up anyway? *Thinks back* Thespian conference! Damn! January. But that was with me, and I assume you went to a party or something (without me... for shame) and saw people. Anyway, it's unimportant and irrelavent, and nobody likes people because of the way they dance. Transparent, sex likings, perhaps - but hey, I bet you $20 guys like Spot don't dance either.

Anyway, again, I posted a lot and said nothing of comfort. You're a wonderful, beautiful person who oozes talent and intellect. You know that. Now, lets plan a party!

Hattie