Hallelujah, Grace Like Rain

its been too long. im a bad person. and whats worse, im sleepy, so this wont be long.

ill tell you about the bear.
i was dreaming. i bought some listerine pocket packs, the new citrus kind. i went to check the car, and there was a bear, the bear from fox and the hound, sleeping in the car. it woke up and tried to chase me into the house. i locked it in the back yard. there was another bear in the house, just like the other. it attacked me. there was someone else in the house not being helpful just screaming, and the bear was knawing on my hand. it was massive. then a man outside who was being attacked by a huge rabid dog tried to escape into the house but the dog got in. i thought if the bear and the dog mauled each other to death itd solve both our problems. i picked up the bear and threw it at the dog.

ill tell you about mtv.
anna was on made. they interviewed me like, thrice. i got on the show. it aired thursday. national tv. i think its really cool even though mtv is wickedcorrupted and such. i like thinking a lot of people in the country heard me say farfigburgen. i wore hatties shirt. friday she said, "MY shirt. you got credit for my shirt. and now people everywhere think its yours." they played a jig in the background when i was on. spencer was on too, not very long. and bradley. so pretty. we all watched it on the big tv in a conference room at u of m. with pizza.

ill tell you about american eagle.
lena took me shopping today at oak court. because im tired of not having many clothes i like. we went to the following stores i thought id never enter willingly: gap, aeropostale, american eagle, etc. there was a school shirt at aeropostale i wanted for 2 for $20, but i only wanted one and they were too expensive not to get two. at american eagle i found three things i liked and bought two of them. a lovely creamy sweater on sale for 10, and some dark khaki corduroys i adore on sale for twenty. there was an almost knee-length skirt i wanted, but i didnt want to spend more money unless i found a school shirt, so i didnt get it. i really liked it though, and i hope lena remembers that its only $15 and its not too far from my birthday *wink* at payless they had nothing good for once.
i feel horrible for shopping at places at which i used to snarl, but you know, its time to widen my horizens. and i like their clothes. so leemee 'lone.
then i went to target and got a 5 dollar dublin shirt and a cheating school shirt and new underwear. then i went to rehearsal. then i went to finding neverland. it was beautiful.

i love everyone. i want to go to lakeshore and write. i want to be a good christian. i want to wear an 8-10 instead of a 10-12.

thats all.